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Crappy Movies, Shows, and Other Things

Posted by linda-mota - August 24th, 2015


 It's not heartburn if the chunky texture of hummus and sesame sticks is perpetually in your throat.

After am reject letter from a show I went through the crap movie list I have saved that's grown over time. I had this movie on the bottom of the list I only saw clips of at a gym daycare.

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I only remebered the Child's Play esque scenes and the shitty puppet, most of the other movies I saw as a kid were a bit too much so I figured watching it again after so long would be fun. It was kinda crappy with the movie trying to inject lame phycological thriller and tie in to child killers/developmental phycology stuff. Also the attorney in the movie was probably one of the worst ones I've ever scene. The only cool part was this guy in jail laughing at this really shitty recording of him butchering a butcher (pff). Also the 11 year old hugging the creepy puppet was fucking weird. Most normal 11 year olds would be like "Ew screw that wood ass creepy puppet.". Heck even though the dolls from childs play pre possession was a ittle eerie, but most dolls from that period were kinda weird looking to begin with. Puppets are just weird. I can't bash them too much since I have a bunch of sad clown porceline dolls on my shelf....

The crap movie wasn't really a distraction, but it was on the list. I was never one to bawl over reject latter, that's quitter behavior that should be gone by the time you hit 6. I app;ied to a bunch of shows before begining my MFA program to bulk up my resume and sell some stuff. Apparently online shows are a big thing, a bit unorthodox but I can't bitch about that. Quite a number of events have resulted in unorthodox ways ( most of my buyers are you guys, and other things that have happened which turned out better than I thought through online use). I got the go for two galleries, one got some special recognition from this art professor who's a big shot. His comment was amazing. You can read it here under my name LINDA. Got special recognition for a few peices, a little article, and (probably, i didn't hear anything recent) a little section in the local paper (i hope) so that's really neat.

The show will be up until the end of the month, and prices for the bigger peices are up if anyone's interested. Another show here at September 1st so check that out soon. Prices will be up for one peice however.

The reject came from some semi crappy art gallery in New York. One of my goals is to get at least a piece or two in NY for giggles (mostly to find where I belong, but let's go with the former). The gallery was kinda shitty from the last year competition with the classic smudge minimalistic crzp, and the only cool things being a painting of a statue of a pennywise-esque clown touching a kid and a painting that looked like a blurred picture. It wasn't the reject letter tha tbothered me, it was more of the fee I wouldn't get back. Cost 50 bucks just to be considered, but I wanted to try it out, and kinda learn from experience. Nothing is owed but shit, 50 bucks man. Not too much in teh long run right now, but I'm a cheap ass.

The store won't be updated with any new stuff for awhile with the MFA in full swing. Ideally I'd love to get rid of some of the things I have stashed in my special closet for space reasons. It rally comes from wanting to get as much stuff gone as possible since I want little weighiing me down after I make my move in 2 years.

I don't have anyting concrete where I'm going to go after the masters. Defintley not PHD that's not really my groove. I'm not sure where I'll relocate, but that's not somethign I shoudl sit on. At the same time I can't do anything crazy. 2 years will go by fast, but a lot will happen within that time period. I have 4 places I might belong in, though I htink that part has to do with myself and people then my work. I'm trying to be honest with myself on that part. Almost every place has a few people who like and buy my stuff, but that feeling of being displaced hs always stuck with me for most of my life. It sounds stupid as fuck and something a teenaged shitbag would type out. It's true though, but I can at least not bellyache about it. There's been one instance where that feeling left, but it had little to do with a place. That's another story...

The studio in the MFA is nice. Windows for nice plans, a small bookshelf, and security cameras (finally). I put up pictures of it on my artblog here for anyone curious. If you don't follow my artblog, you might want to as one of the big story projects will be put up there as I draft more of the story. I might even make a tab for the lost M4DNESS: Operation comics I never finished. Those are still on drunkduck (theduckwebcomics now I think) and a few pages from early 2012 I never posted survived. Keep an eye out on that. Keep an eye out on the store, new things may or may not come. (hint new shirt maybe)

Holy shit I think that'll do, goodnight.

ps I wish this blog shit had spellcheck. save some trouble.

:) <3


Comments

Been so busy, 18-20 hr days :( Hey, your last few pieces... nice, though the last one.. damn, that's an awfully small palette, you did well to get that much detail! This news post looks interesting, can't wait for my eyes to recover...zzz

everyone's been really busy the last few weeks, i suppose it's a good thing. better than being an idle prick. yea sleep sounds real sweet right now.

Now I get 7 hours, no matter what... have to. The way things are going, I might be living out of a suitcase for a while, before getting a rental, and before I actually find a buy a bucolic place to live. The cats and dinner plates will have to remain with neighbors or something.

Still need to pack up my art collection, glass frames and such, probably leave them in the garage next door surrounded by barbed wire |: Between the pot, beer, cigarettes and hellaciously stinky e-cigs done in there, garbage bags all round.

So where do I drift to? Don't like rocks or snakes...

dinner plates as long as they ain't wedding presents are no biggie. the cats will find someone to take care of them so that's a plus.
e-cigs fucking suck man, the only good ones are those nic free ones i had when i was at philly. got them off some hookah shop in austin. the vape shit blows cocks and it's worse for you i hear. brain cancer. i can understand lung cancer but fuck brain cancer. is leaving that art shit safe there or is that public storage shit too much of a risk?

How about coupon plates? Ma used to work at Two-Guys and if you bought enough shit off them, you'd get enough to buy stuff. Used to sell everything, then it atrophyed into just selling clothes, then bust. Anyway, I'll come up with something... service for 3 should be more than enough, just pad the shit out of one box.

IDK, I guess if the art is in tubes or bags, maybe could put them in the containers... nothing glass can go in there |: Today it was like working in a hot-box isolation cell, not unlike Alec Guinness in A Bridge Over The River Kwai. It's getting to the point where 98% of the space in my 2 containers, is just about spoken for... hm.

*Image defacing valid statement of feminism being a religion*

Another spinster in-training, I see. Heh, and people worry about over-population.

That's a new one.

I never thought of you as a feminist... strong woman, an individual. Spinster? Hope not, don't be a me!

i'm not fat and socially retarded enough to be a feminist spinster. also i don't look like andrea dworkin either so..

No... you don't look like her. You've got a smile that could melt bricks, and a sharp mind, damn good combo

hory sheet i'm blushin' man

Those assets can sometimes be a problem though, but from the way you've spoken to me here, I doubt it would be... it's amazing how many guys in respectable positions, can be a total turd towards women |:

Dickness and money are like coffee and sugar. I was going somewhere with that, but I was never know for on the spot analogies. You know it's weird the more transparent i am with how i speak (as long as it's not super cunt mongrel levels) the more people are like OH MAH I LURVE YA. Idk perhaps i'm looking into it too much and bein' a tool.

No, no, that's a spot-on analogy, or I'm just as wrecked and tired as you are... It's good to be likeable, and hopefully respectable. Better to be feared than liked, eh?
Like Rodney Dangerfield, I get no respect :( My move's not going so well, all the local family and friends have pretty much written me off, since they got what they wanted.

I'm surprised since I was typing that shit at like 5/6 in the morning, or maybe it's the latter you said. Let's go with that. holy shit Dangerfield, that's someone i havn't heard that stiff in awhile. holy shit. Sadly that's pretty much the norm of the money./house deal i've noticed. it's bullshit since you would think blood would take care of another, but that's been teh opposite. shit man you'll pull through, but goo luck with the bulshit.

Still have to sling more bullshit myself, or get a laxative. You stayed at the Hilton, Pico Day? Maybe I'll stay there for a few days, maybe do a podcast with sleepycabin, lol, maybe take emily and tristian out for dinner or something. I found a cheap rental or two near a college town, maybe I'll check it out O_o I'd be depriving some poor starving student of a cheap flop

Get those pills that give you tapeworms, then get the illegal chinese laxatives if you really want to make it hit. Didn't stamper leave sleepcabin? I don't know if I heard that right, I htink you doing a podcast with them would be interesting. The dinner thing sounds neato too, but before worying about anyone else help yourself. Can't help others if your butt has problems, i think a lot of people forget that and things kinda end up worse. :/

Or just one drop of Roundup weedkiller, that'll make you shit (w/ out pain) water for 3 days.

Yeah, he's on sabbatical or something, and aside from Ricepirate, I don't really know the other guys, but they could do worse than to interview me ;) Should probably get some podcasts of my own out there first... so many little things that could help, I'll work on it after the move. At least I got my truck back today, w/6 days left |:

wow wait seriously? never liked using chemicals for weeds n shit. kiils off wildlife that eat those stupid bitch ass bastard fire ants, and bees. bees are important. there's enough pollution going on by that plant that a few feet from our house.
They could have some of the more hated gfs of voice actors and animators. Or a thirsty animator looking for exposure. there is always worse man. Never been keep on podcasts, but hells yea a set of wheel is super great to have.

Referenced an anime with your Madness pic? Now I'm doubly curious! At first I was thinking it was a U2 or Black Sabbath cover...

Ugh, maybe look into carbon filters for the HVAC in your house, or an air pump that goes to some aquarium carbon (much cheaper, activated charcoal for filtering water and air). Fire ant nests should be easy to surround and set on fire, or do they nest in weird spots as well?

I used to listen to Howard Stern last century, before getting into video production... lol, hated gfs of VA's and animators :) wouldn't be the first time that happened to a variety show! So, shit, what, you're taking the bus, hitching rides? I've gotta nice Honda motorcycle, you wanna buy it? Maybe I'll trade you for a few choice pieces...

Anime only, I'm not cool enough to reference Black Sabbath covers, or any of those bands. see since armadillos are everywhere where i live and they eats ants we just let nature take its course. though there's this neighbor who likes to kill them. i don't get why, they don't do much and they're kinda cute so long as you don't touch them. They carry leprosy and that's not the most attractive way to go out. Cancer or suicide maybe, but not leprosy, brain cancer, nor shit contracted form being an unprotected hoebag.
Howard Stern is soethign either you enjoy, or pretend to enjoy if you want to sound pop culture savvy. Never really watched him, like the only recent thing I got into was that Hannibal show. It plays like a comic book, but in a fun way. Though I don't get why peopel act so sophisticated that they watch HANIBAL. That hannibal i don't care for, hopkins is hannibal 4evar.
I have a set of wheels thankfully, and still do despite that set of wheels getting destroyed last year thanks to insurance. in tx you need a set of wheel if you don't live in the city. since most people drive having bus routes in sugarland or richmond makes the rich peopel who live there feel like they live in a poor people town. really stupid since busses and walking are preffered after feeling like a pinball in the car 4 times. I've told people that, but sometimes I feel they think ii'm lying. Pretty sure you need a special license for a motorcycle, considered it but the car's enough and it's not the best thing to have in tx since drivers don't respect cyclists, nor motobikers. You'll find some guy who wants it for sure man.

Some kid noticed my bike, maybe I can get top dollar from him... better chain it up, huh?

sounds like a plan bruh.

I went over there to check up on them last night (in the garage where my bike is), ended up doing shots of mango vodka w/ em for a few hours. After all the shit I had to pull and push on, guess it helped with cramps, though I did get one apiece in my lower legs, woke me up :p

I'm with you on Hannibal, though eating from the upper part of the food chain can be a dangerous thing bleh. Yeah, unless you wanna drive a moped or something below 50cc, you need to take a 2-3 day course, driver's and written test to get a MC notation added to your DL. Huh, no wonder there was a huge biker shoot out in TX not that long ago, even those guys are feeling 'marginalized'. They call ppl who drive 'cagers', and shit why not? Considering who and what's on the road these days, a portable cage sounds like a good idea

Vodka never agreed with me. Really strong stuff like scotch (I think it was, it burned a starbucks paper cup's bottom so it was strong as fuck) and whatnot will bring out a bad side. Mostly when I'm going to have an episode. Saying that makes it sound so stupid holy shit.
Eating people makes you crazy, there's been studies of that. Not exactly the best thing to do, but then again hannibal was smart crazy so yea. Oh my god mopeds are laughed at in Houston like holy shit, bad thing to drive around the highway or cities. Even the more arsty places like Montrose those guys would be laughed at. I don't remember how long the courses for a motorcycle license here is, but the car is enough. Maybe someday. Where in tx? Housotn the burly looking ones no one has a problem with, it's the assholes who try to o loopdey loops on the higheay and are prick that epopel have a problem with. And cyclists. That's a nice name for that grill shit they have in some cars. shit.

What did you have the night of the party in Philly? I got really bombed on some mango vodka Friday night, but not overly so... but boy if I didn't already have a greasy pupu platter :p Smelled like mangos that morning.

2 twats just ran down the road doing over 60 on rice rockets... one day a deer will appear, and the bike, deer and biker will end up grapeshooting someone's home. Too many wild and varied deer stories. As far as that biker massacre, it was earlier this year... thinking somewhere west of you.

I started pounding back beers with Sherb waiting for some peeps to show up, I grabbed somethign that looked like Jack daniels, and some fireball whisky which was nasty as shit. I was fine that night, but the net day was another story. pretty embaressing on my part but whatever it happened and there's no point to brood about it like some faggot.
oh fuck hitting a deer is brutal. i saw one mom get hit and her fetus was all over the road. fucking brutal man. Yea that kinda biker fight shit doesn't really happen in houston, mabe san antonio or springs..

Too much variety... gotta stick to one kinda booze beverage per party.

Aww nasty, that's a new one :( One biker hit a deer 3 miles from here, the deer got hung up in the chain and spokes, both died... One cop had lots of broken bones when one crashed through his windshield one night (1/3 miles from here), kicked the shit out him. A local MC had a stash of guns and drugs less about 2/3 a mile down the road... and a Korean guy had a couple dozen pot plants and $ about 1/3 of a mile down the road. And this is a peaceful town... good cover for crooks, eh?

My usual choice if I feel like drinking is a corona with salt and lime. And at the tiem it was an intense moment with things happening towards the end of the night so you know, hhaha.
holy fuck thats a vrazy way to go. ever seen a cow get hit? even worse, worse than the deer!
Also I will say that's kinda a lame way to hide shit. There ar eno such things as peaceful towns.

O_o I used to drink Corona's at your age, though usually without the lime... for that, I did kamikazes, vodka sprite and lime juice... which can really pucker things up :x if too much lime juice is added, also strip the enamel right off your teeth lol

Shit, I did see a steer get clipped about a 1/4 mile out on a clear day, heading west on the interstate in '99... but even before then there were enough personal memories and internet videos (gif sized) showing high speed impacts with critters and machines... travel sucks. I even parked at a bank next door to the grocery store, because I didn't wanna get caught in the middle of an SUV sandwich/ mosh pit.

"Witless consumers" "mommies on crack" "suburban slugs" "spawn of yuppie", I had a lot of pointed insults come out my gob back then, then I just got tired of it, so I un-see-ed it like everyone else. America used to enjoy going out to do mundane things, especially if their kids were well behaved, nowadays it's like some purgatorial grinder engulfing everyone into hurrying the hell up. And now, I'm acting that way O_O At least we're due for rain soon, it won't help moving the big stuff into containers, but it'll feel good and hear good, plus kill those fucking chiggers |:

I tried using diet coke as a choser for this cheap ass vodka, ugh what a nasty combinatin. that XXX Done quiots shit is not bad, bud lgiht and all that shit yea. I'm not picky with booze, especially fi somene's providing it. Coke dos the same shit to you teth too, and thens some. unless you buy mexican coke, at least they use real sugar with that.
one time my dad ran over some person's dog hat got out. we live near a neighborhood and the road to get onto 59 is dicey and full of dead animals run over into jelly. it was one of teh few time si saw in genuinley upset over hurting an animal. put a little dent in his car. poor littl shit dog. People on the fuckking highway suck, the plastic bumper around my car's been dented a bit because of retards at school, and at this tattoo con I was a model for back in march.
i have a collgues whos birth mom was a crack whore and had a shotlad of kids all over. their adopted paretns keep teh siblings together, a nice anomily in teh adoption experience. holy shit you would keel over at some of these sugar land fags who act liek they're living in upsate L.A. holy shit. we're getting some rain too, and it's colling down. about fucking time. Get tired of seeing those assholes at work.

Nice, I'm now one of those assholes, chasing paltry kicks on a day by day basis. Damn, I think I turned into something worse than my father o_o

Damn, I got a split nail from something. So how often do you go to classes these days, are you working a straight job anywhere?

I'm in school 5 days a week, I work weekends at the stupid job, they've been good to me and it's a slow transition away from that place and moe with what i do since i'm getting mroe money with my shit. I almsot live in my studio, but i go home sicne my bed and dog are there. yea.

No down time, that sucks, glad you've got someone waiting at home for you, too bad you can't take her/him with you, poochie-day-care. Cats at work or school would be fucking interesting... every time I go outside, there the little hairy beggars are, and now I gotta leave them to the quite fallible tenants next door O_O No one will take them into a no-kill shelter, all booked no matter the grease

Besides my dog I still live at home which what's left of us (to be melodramatic). if I were fully alone I think I' be worse off. Though people on skype help keep me okay, so there's that. Few are really alone if they made nice with online peeps. Oh man I used to find all sorts of stray cats on campus. Not so much anymore. Also that's a shame but hopefuly the cats iwll be able to fend for themselves and figure shit out.

I hope so too, good thing they're not as persistent as dogs in finding their master, just hope they survive long enough for me to find a new home for them... and me too |:

Doubtful.

doubt on somethign old yea. always.

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