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On a Gimpy Hand and Delays

Posted by linda-mota - January 5th, 2015


Sometimes it's hard to just sit back and realize things happen for a reason until a good chunk of time passes. At that point you see how that event helped and/or put things in perspective.

Graduation has been delayed for me until May due to church credits at school. It all boiled down to technical problems with the school email, and therapy that had the office calling saying I'm off the list after I bought incitations and the whole getup. I got most of my money back, but for the invites I'll just cross out the old date and write down the new. Tacky, but for those who know me well will undestand.

It was horrible and someone I knew from the studio started spreading rumors why I didn't walk with the whole group, but I don't have to enroll in any more classes, I have free space to use in the studio, and I can concentrate on my business bachelors/master's program. The director wanted me to do other stuff, and this won't interfere with the master's application. It's frustrating, but there's a reason for all this. It can be an obnoxious thing to say but it's true. Recent events are falling into place and I know things are going to be okay. I'm close to many things, I've sold things and have a good deal with a guy who wants the bigger paintings.

I feel we all don't tell ourselves that, it's going to be okay. When things start to follow into place you just know it's going to be okay. It's weird feeling that. It's hard to explain, but you just know things are going to happen or be alright. Sometimes you'll try to tell yourself you're deluding yourself and want things to go your way. Meditating on these things and clearin your body of desires helps. Once you're able to clear things away you can see if it's really falling in place, of just a coud in the eyes. I hope this makes sense as things like this are difficult to explain.

Behind on some painting too. The day before new years I was biking with my dog and she tends to get retard happy when we bike. She's a siberian hsky so they go super fast and if it's not a sled you're bound for trouble. She lopped around a light pole and I got yanked by my right hand and I couldn't move it. It's just a ligament thing with no bone troubles, but for a few days it hurt like a motherfucker. I can finally paint, but it's not 100% to go back to work. A delay really, but thank goodness it's not bone troubles....

This is what it looked like after 24 hours.


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Can't see the gnarly bruising on the palm, and now the brusing on the top has gone into the yellow phase so it should be okay in a week....I'm able to type better but if it looks like shit you know why. blame the gimpy hand.

There's another special going on in the Rubberneck store. 30% off all things until the end of the month! No code or anything it'll be automatically be applied to the order!

STORE

Some other stuff to check out.


Good bud of mine's working on a game and voting on greenlight would be cool y'know.

This girlie makes really cool dolls, you should so check her out!

This is a good colleague of mine and her jewelry is nice and up for sale!


New things will be on the way since I can move my hand more. Hope everyone's New Year was nice, this year will be an interesting year with a lot of changes. It's best to let them happend and not to be too prepared. Life's really weird and has a tendency to flip on you for better or worse.

Goodnight everyone, and thank you everyone fans n friends alike for the support during all this time. :)

 


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I read this the other day, and I still can't think of anything to say, other than I hope the swelling goes down, and you don't use a bike to walk your dog anymore O_o Glad you got your money back, I lost quite a bit on a rental I didn't even move into, a mistake I wouldn't have made if my hyperfreaky sister wasn't staying with me...

Really like what you said about clearing things up, how to get things to go your way, not forcing things or expecting the worst (self fulfilling prophecy). Seems like every day, I beat on the same rocks and end up with pebbles, dust and sometimes nothing at all

my dog's a Siberian husky and since the use of sled dogs is down to 0 here it wasn't a good idea from the start to bike her, but she was happy to run and pull me around. not biking with her any time soon. i have more motion in my hand and went back to work, but still pretty limited. i think i'll be 100% by the end of January. the cards i ordered will be put into use no point in tossing those, that'd be stupid

i found if you force things is kinda goes to shit, but at the same time twiddling your thumbs like a chowderbrain doesn't do jack either. it's really obvious with relationships too but as of the last almst year and a half it's been nice to be alone in that regard. another story though.

Better watch out, the longest dry spell (relationship(s) in my life, happened right after I signed up here.
Huskies are really great, but are pretty overinsulated, it's almost like owning a horse, it's gonna run, get defuzzed, poop taken away, lest rats or other vermin come 'round. I hear beagles have the worlds smallest poop, relative to size...

I've had her since 2010 and i've managed pretty well. she's great protection and gives me exercises when i run with her instead. great dog, but no biking ever with her! she does better in teh cold but she manages pretty good in the summer, basically she's like takig care of a 4 year old it's funny/

Guess she's been fixed, can't imagine how loud the howling could get :( Do huskies suffer from bad hips in old age, like other big dogs do?

My inside cat sometimes howls for attention, old bitch lol, she's almost 15 y/o still looks good. Wish she'd go outside, but the outside cats annoy her, maybe even remind her of what it was like to be a cat

she got fixed 2 years ago since she went insane in heat with german shepherds wanting to have pups with her. she's a resuce so all i know she's a purebred from tenessee so idk if she's all messed up because of fucked up hillbilly breeding but she's pretty robust so i think she's ok.

Have any good pictures of her? My brother owned one for a few weeks, then found him a good home.. one with A/C and a vacuum.. and food.

What was that video link you put on the front page? I was too scared to click it...

that jpg scene from king of the hill getting corrupted nd sounding like some slenderman shit

King of Hill used to be one of the last TV programs I used to watch regularly, always had a soft spot for Mike Judge, his last flick wasn't half bad. How's your furry pooch been doing? Hopefully the fuzz hasn't been getting into your ink... my cat sheds like it wants me to knit a scarf.

I probably asked this before, but would you be interested in attending Pico day? It's next weekend (25th), and though it's short notice.. if you asked Tom via PM, I'm almost positive he'd say yes.