I am 30 and still single and as you can tell from my latest post https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1044871 still finding ways to burn through my hard earned money. After the death of my daughter, the estrangement from my son and his mother: https://www.newgrounds.com/art/view/adventvoice/dream-weaver-and-charlie-rocket I like you have found joy in my freedom and really don't want to give it up. Trying to take the good with the bad is tough, but when we count up all the good: https://adventvoice.newgrounds.com/news/post/1038381 well we can still sing and write music that helps the days go by. I do hope you find someone that completes you and makes you feel loved. Someone that takes your dreams into account and aids you in your quest for...well I call it creative relevance..but you might have a better name for it. As long as who ever you end up with is good for you I think you would have done well.
MathMorri
I'm 29 and I'm still playing heavy music and doing drugs. I just kind of accept myself for what I am and I don't think about how life could have been or how it could be. It ain't better, but it is what it is.